Brick a brack entry of miscellany.

What has upset me recently:


One of the only few people I kept in contact with from High School wants to catch up.
"Why does this upset you, that sounds nice!!" you say.
Well, wrong!! It's depressing. We have everything in common; music taste, idea of fun, idea of misery, interests, interior design... We agree on everything, basically.

Mathematically, scientifically, logically we should get along. We shouldn't just get along, we should be BUDDIES. Proper buddies that tell each other things and don't have awkward silences every few minutes.

And yet everytime we catch up (the group is me, her and another girl we went to school with) we just stick to small talk. Anyone observing us socialising would assume we just met.

It shouldn't bother me. I should just stop seeing them... but I want to understand it. And I want to understand why they keep wanting to catch up.

Obviously I like the person who wrote the note to me on facebook. But the fact of the matter is this: It will never get better. It's been four years.


P.s I didn't press [comment]
Instead, I backspaced my reply and signed out of facebook.